Words

There are so many things I'd
like to say to people.
Patience.
Love.
Friendship.
Words cannot explain.
Anger and jealousy
Jealous of the life
they live,
the life I missed.
Closeness, company.
me left behind,
sitting there,
Alone.
Watching life pass by.
I want to be her!
I want to do what she is doing!
Why aren't I seen through their eyes?
I needed to speak out,
Why wouldn't anyone listen?
My disadvantage!
People took advantage,
Nobody understood.
Not really.
Who should know better?
A book?
A doctor?
Or me with M.E.